Hi!

So after this many years without updating this gallery, why have I come back? Well, because even though im not completely back full into making logon screens, etc. I found myself with a lot of free time and a camera handy.

I've taken easily over 15,000 pics these past 4 years ... (yes, to photojunkies out there, that's a pretty low count of pics to take. I'm picky.) ... and out of all of those, I selected Four pictures that are meaningful to me. The rest are just dorky pics and pictures that are either out of focus, or don't have a composition to them that I like myself... and pictures of people whom, unless I get their permission, I will not host online at all.

Hope you enjoy them.

okay, so I haven't been in here for god knows how long... and also I haven't posted or commented anything...

this here's to let those who know me thru here that I've been away trying to recuperate all my lost work without success. About a month or so, I lost all the work stored in my working sspace and the bay drives allocated to store backups failed. All my new creations went up in flames so to speak. Until I can regain a stable workspace (possibly buying a new one instead of fixing the old piece of junk) I'm afraid no more custom or collab-ed logons or any other things are gonna come this way. ._. that's all...

... I have nothing better to do. X333

plus my previous entry was a big blob on the web, so it's best to hide it from poking lurkers and such. :3 xD!!!

Well...considering this doesnt qualify as an actual Deviation, and because it's just more of spiteful blabber, which doesnt account to anything BUT a rambling Journal entry, here I shall put said thing...

:/ I know I know... lots of stuff that I could say or even contradict in this... meh, it's how I felt like it, so yeah... bitchaz

how far can your lies reach?
Like a puppet in a show, it's my turn to die tonight.

as I step unto the foyer, of this, the Grand Scheme of things, I can't help but feel insignificant. Like the memories of a long-lost traveler, in search of a better life, I wander endlessly without rhyme nor reason. As long as the sky is this pitch black, my Lies shall be my only guide to my final resting place. Did I ask to be created? Did I ask to be brought here? .... No, but we must always find our own answers, as silly as they may be... as incomprehensible and nonsensical as they may be.

I have lost long ago any remaining shreds of rationality... for I have shed them in search of the me which lies beneath. Only until recently did I believe such fallacies. Only until recently did I find that the me I searched for was right here all along. All this time wasted, that will never come back. Time... such a fragile, yet powerful thing... always constant, always moving... never stopping. You could even say Time is omnipotence in it's rawest form. Of course, there are others who consider it but a mere phase... I choose to believe the former. Why, you might ask? Because I have seen the power of time with my very own eyes. Anyone could see it, but only those with eyes that can see through this mundane and selfish world can see through the ruse and see time for what it really is... There's a very good reason why I'm rambling about time. It's because I don't have any of it left in me. I'm soon to be expiring from this world, like any other piece of trash, it has a date to which it must comply, only to be discarded. We humans have our own dates... death dates, if you will...

As corny and as cheesy as it may sound, we do have to make the best of what we've got. Unfortunately, very rarely do we do such things. We believe as long as we're healthy and strong, nothing's gonna stop us... if you too, are still deluded and jaded by such thoughts, go ahead... say what you want... just don't come crying to me when death knocks at your door...

you see... people have faith... people have hope...

... because they cannot see Death beside them.

and... that's all folks!